unknown

well there are some things that happen in life which you just can't seem to understand. like why is it that u have a certain feeling.. why is it that ppl do certain things.. or why are things viewed in a certain way. but there are things you are very sure you do understand.. like why is it you love that one person.. why is it you do certain things or why is it you view things in a certain way.


ku bukan penderita.ku yang menderita.

comfort me

a bad day ended with a bad night.. cant sleep..

i cried today.... speechless.

"ada hati yang termanis dan penuh cinta..
tentu saja kan ku balas seisi jiwa.."

twitching

darn.. my right eye has been twitching for 3 days.. again.. i think im gonna cry again..

end of one journey

hey all. one long and challenging journey has ended.. lotsa anger and other emotions from the production should just be let go.. well most of it lah.. newae i hope we'll have a post mortem soon..

i would personally thank Abg Man for his patience, commitment and basically everything lah.. the Era dancers who have made the show very possible and brought it up to a higher standard.. for helping us, guiding us.. and entertaining me.. well friendship has been made.. and i think i miss you guys already.. (esp kak nonie & abg ariff i think whom we can only meet end of the yr) hehe.. oh yes and to both Abg Man and Era for believing in me... i would also like to thank the musicians for the great job.. and sacrifices.. err.. rafaat hamzah for helpin us last min.. oh yes and all my friends!!!!! both dancers and audience.. haha.. especially my circle of trust and faizal..

haiz.. so im having a post-production lethargy... knowing i have lotsa readings and tutorials to do.. but no energy to do so...in a daze abt other issues..

oh yes i forgot.. thanks to my friends who surprised me n made me cry.. twice.. that was the best birthday celebration ever in my life lah... so touched.. i love you guys.. and for those who remembered and for the gifts..

should i or should i not?