fairus japanese??

ok i didnt actually have the mood to blog.. until i dropped by fairus's site... it took me by surprise.. no not that it's beautiful coz it's not.. in fact it's painful to the eye becoz he had a lime green background with black font and it's tirin to read..but anyways it's becoz i never knew fairus well..he writes poems b4 exams and stuff and it's rather good.. wow.. and yeah sajak.. wow!!!! and the "wowest" thing is.. he is into Japanese stuff.. Dramas, languages... ok lah.. but J-pop/J-rock too!! ok correct me if im wrong.. that is the Fairus Jasmin we knew 6 yrs ago rite? haha..he has evolved... evolution does wonders..hehehe.. sori fairus..

sisterly love..hehe 

ma daddy...drebar..hehe.. 

me n my baby brother..hehe penat senyum seh.. 

nga buka...the haq's family tradition..dalam van hee.. 

me in the van with my new tee..bought by ma fren..hehe 

more extracts

"keegoan ini menyusahkan kita sebenarnya.. menyebabkan kau dan aku terkongkong dalam kepompong yang kita cipta sendiri kedegilan menjadikan aku sedar, payahnya merealisasikan sebuah impian. dan kerana kepayahan itu jualah kau bagai helang bebas di angkasa. hanya akan sesekali hinggap di dahan bila sayapmu lelah mengepak. Lantas...aku tidak pernah jemu menunggumu yang sesekali itu..."

"Biar sejuta maaf sekalipun yang kau lafazkan, aku tak akan dapat melupakannya. kau tak akan berjaya membasuh luka hatiku yang gremuk berderai..."

tukilan daripada "biarkan bunga itu layu", Yusnul Emiza Yusof.

graduation

ok had graduation..so... yeah...so much of a formal farewell..

line of the day: "since we're all on hillcrest, we're all mountain ppl"

mountain ppl: ppl who are always striving forward and climbing towards success...

like.wateva.

mengenang ayah

this song never fails to touch me and make me appreciate both my parents alot.. it's scary the tot of losing them.. and everytime i hear this song i will cry..
i love my parents although i may fail to be a good daughter..and i noe i dun really show it.. but i do love them alot.. sometimes it hurts to see my mom in hardship or hurt that i cry inside..and i cry before i sleep all the time.. and my dad has so much hope and faith in me.. and i hate myself for letting him down so much lately.. i love my parents alot... i really do.. just that.. it's not my nature to express words of love to them everytime.. im sure im gonna cry again for the second time this yr wen i seek forgiveness pagi raya..

Mengenang ayah
Ayim
Nadi

Sayang seribu kali sayang
Tempatku berteduh lenyap menghilang
Sayang orang kusayang
Pergi diundang yang lebih menyayang
Sayang sayang ayahku sayang
Kasih dan sayang mu tetap ku kenang

Sampaikanlah padanya Tuhan doaku ini
Dia yang jauh di mata tetap dekat di hati
Yang patah kini tidakkan tumbuh lagi
Yang kuhilang tak mungkin akan berganti

Hadirmu ayah kukenang di dalam rindu
Setiap detik dan saat sewaktu denganmu
Dari saat berlagu azan di telingaku dahulu
Hingga detik terhembus nafas terakhirmu

Sayang seribu kali sayang
Tempatku berteduh lenyap menghilang
Sayang orang kusayang
Pergi diundang yang lebih menyayang
Sayang sayang ayahku sayang
Kasih dan sayang mu tetap ku kenang
Kasih dan sayang mu tetap ku kenang

msn so &%$* up..

ok.. im so pissed.. msn is so..*****************... aargh frustating seh.. they like suspended the system last nite to have some system check thingy and now it's like horribly down.. aargh wat the .. bingitz...

newaez i finished my gp essay at last.. and i realised dat my exams are in 3 wks time or sumtin and im freakin out.. aargh been writing physics notes but i suddenly feel like i didnt remember anything i wrote and i got like 7 chapters left to go.. aargh.. and econs oh my gosh.. im gonna be so bleah!!dunno wat to say alredi..help me pls.!!!!!!! *breathe and trying to think positive* aarghh!!

and then there's me and my 2nd love-- my baby bro 

me and my first love-- my daddy!! 

innovators

Okay so i did the personality test too after i saw it on hirman's site who happened to take it from Jannah's.. ok soo.. ya im the onli extrovert one hmm... hehe..

Your answers suggest you are an Innovator
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Innovators
Energetic and creative taking inspiration from everyone they meet
Enjoy flexible work environments with few rules and many opportunities for fun
Think of themselves as imaginative, sociable and sympathetic
May not think logically about their ideas
More about Innovators
Innovators are fun-loving, creative, sensitive people who enjoy developing their ideas by discussing them with others. This group supports the people around them and expects the same in return. Others are drawn to Innovators because of their love of life, caring nature and openness.


Innovators are most likely to say they do their best work when they start at the last minute, according to a UK survey.

Innovators are good at spotting opportunities and recognizing potential in people. Innovators put all their energy into new projects and their enthusiasm motivates others to support their plans.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Innovators may become rebellious and unfocused. Under extreme stress, Innovators may become preoccupied with meaningless details.

Innovators may over-extend themselves or put a night out with friends ahead of more pressing commitments.

Innovator Careers
Innovators are drawn to careers that require teaching or counselling, where they can work with and help encourage the development of others.

kesyahduan terasa

sedangku mengatur langkah demi langkah di bumi sementara ini.. aku melihat..memantau dan memerhati.. setiap insan dan kehidupan di sekeliling ku.. aku menyedari kuasaNya.. dan terluah kata2 pujian bagiNya.. dalam kegelapan malam ini.. bintang tetap menyinari.. bulan mengambil alih suria.. menjadi mata dunia.. angin meniup sepoi-sepoi bahasa.. aku merasakan suatu ketenangan pada tubuhku..

aku melihat di sekelilingku setiap manusia mencetuskan sekuntum senyuman pada teman.. kanak2 keriangan dan pemuda pemudi menampakkan kebahagiaan.. aku rasa janggal kerana perasaan sedemikian telah sirna dari jiwaku.. aku rasa kehilangan berada di dunia ini tanpa senyuman.. setiap langkah seolah-olah membawa secebis rasa gembira.. setiap pandangan mengukir senyuman..

kemudian.. aku melalui sebuah masjid nan indah.. para jemaah sedang menjalankan kewajipan.. langkahku terhenti.. aku diri terpaku memandang.. kesyahduan terasa dalam naluriku.. ketenangan yang ganjil menusuk jiwaku.. dan dunia seakan berpulih kembali.. keperitan dan bebanan di bahuku terasa ringan.. aku tahu aku senantiasa disayangi.. aku beristighfar... mengambil nafas dan membuang segala kesakitan..

half done poem by me

I was there always,
Standing, watching thoughts astray,
What if.. What if one day
We could have gotten our way
But too bad you just chose to go away.

A chance,
Just one dance..
But..no..You just turn
And left my heart to burn
Should I let you go?
Or will I cry tomorrow?

Mirror..there was me
But is that who I really see?
This heart longs to be
Oh..no.. you took the key
And now.. it's locked up and noone shall noe thee.

this is half done.. i suddenly cant go on.. my head hurts.. ive been havin migraine.. haiz..

sewage system

ok like the very efficient and well constructed sewage system in singapore.. im drained.. (if it doesnt make sense..too bad)

prelims sucks..all exams suck for that matter.. i think im failing physics n econs.. well..im having econs paper in abt 30 mins time.. im in BYTEZ now.. im drained..my head hurts so i really cant squeeze in anymore info.. and well ive tried at least...

newae i am sure im gonna fail physics unless some miracle happen.. which i do need badly.. for goodness sakes its prelims and im talkin abt failing.. wat is happening to me? im losing myself.. im losing grip...ok enough abt physics

well maths was not so good either..something is definitely wrong with me.. and malay.. i think i was speaking like the scholars.. my sastera answers were horrible i think..but lets just hope for the best.. but i think not since brock lesner is like so strict nowadays for some reason.. aargh.. so i think im gonna do horribly..

ok dun blame urself too much reeza.. but still.. i was so distracted that i didnt give my 110% during revisions.. not even during exams itself.. i panicked like..aargh.. i dunno why im panicking so much DURING the exam itself.. and like.. 1 minute after "pens down" i can like get answers for all the things i dunno... i think i need yoga lessons.. anyway.... aargh.. let bygones be bygones.. i have to do freaking well for a levels.. i cant let ppl down.. really.. help me God...

and newae i think last nite was an interesting nite.. when suddenly things turn out rite.. he apologised and said he realised how harsh he has been.. at least now i have a friend back.. and i do mean FRIEND.. and then i spoke to alakazam.. hehe.. alakazam is so..nvm.. so..ya.. i need to rest.. im freezing and im havin sinus ... thanks to the rain.. and the super cold temperature of this room.. but i like rain anyways.. hehe.. imagine walkin in the rain in the middle of the park with.. ok nvm.. shall think abt econs now.. so i hope today will be fun again .. lepak tonite.. mebbe i shud..

anyways...newsflash!!! i got no sch from tmr till sunday n then tuesday off.. monday i onli have that stupid dress to impress workshop.. and..erm.. oh yah but wednesday sucks.. i finish at 12 but have to stay till 3 for some stupid physics pract demo make-up thingy.. i so hate the physics department.. naggy old tchers.. aargh.. okok.. breathe.. breathe.. and........smile.. :)

gp n design

had my gp and design paper just now.. it was damn... aargh.. didnt finish my essay.. and the compre passage was like.. WTH? and den the design questions........no comments.... now im having a headache!

oh yah!!! i like babies.. i miss holding a baby.. whoever got adorable and sociable baby siblings and dun mind meeting up wit me with ur baby siblings pls tell me.. haha...

missions of sch dptment

missions of certain departments in njc.. i find it very... nvm..hehe

"The mission of the economics department is to develop
students' ability to meet the challenges of an increasingly
globalised and competitive world, through a rigorous and
recognised programme that emphasises independent as
well as cooperative learning, critical and creative
thinking, interdisciplinary learning and application of
knowledge to real world scenarios."

------ im so sure of it.. hehe...right...

"Mission statement for the Science Department
To inspire, enthuse and guide our students in the learning process by
(i) cultivating an appreciation of scientific principles and their applications,
(ii) developing the ability to think creatively, independently and critically, and
(ii) instilling a passion for life-long learning
in our students through a well designed and ability-driven Instructional Programme implemented by a team of committed professionals."
-------ya very rite... not!!

jap ni lagi kelakar....
Vision of MT department

To nurture each NJCian to be an effective user of his mother tongue and a morally upright citizen who knows his root.

Mission of MT department

a) to facilitate the effective learning of mother tongue languages, in response to emerging challenges;

b) to inculcate traditional values and moral sensibilities which are rooted in their mother tongue cultures; &

c) to promote interdisciplinary learning, developing ones? open-mindedness and connected and critical thinking)
-------NJCian??? haha pelan-pelan kayuh..

the maths is quite okaylah so no need to put it up here

stupid qns w e smart ans

>>>>>STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:<<<<<

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of
his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes
out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and
comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think,
Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

1) Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else?
Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again
yesterday".

2) Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the
moon?"
Pupil : "The moon".
Teacher : "Why?"
Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but
the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need
it".

3) Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking
when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil : "A teacher".

4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer : "What other colors do you have?"

5) My father is so old that when he was in school, history was
called current affairs.

6) Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !"
Sam : "It's a family tradition".
Teacher : "What do you mean?"
Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a
teacher".
Teacher : "What about your mother?"
Sam : "She's a woman".

7) Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've
failed?"
David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's
performance repeated".

8) Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and
stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student : "Brotherly love".

9) Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers
before eating?"
Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".

10) Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"
Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine
out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the
tenth case I've treated. The others all died".

11) Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same
day and at the same time."

12) Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his
father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it.
Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?"
One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

jokes explained

for the benefit of those who cud not understand the joke.. (u r not the onli one shikin)i'll explain and u all will go "ohhh..." and laugh.. and it wudnt be that funny nemore

the first one is actually the fact that the dumb judge says it's ok to think abt him being a bastard that the smart accused actually SAYS he "thinks" that the judge is a bastard and that's ok just because he said think!

the second one.. erm..the lawyer said bush is not the stupid one but those who made the jokes are.. he wanted to proof his point and asked the servant to drive them to the lawyers home to check if the lawyer was home (like if he asked obviously he was there rite) the servant did as told and he proved his point.. that the ones who made jokes out of bush was freakin dumb.. then.. bush said that the servant should have just called the lawyer's home to check instead of driving over.. but the point is.. the lawyer was there! so bush was the dumb one...

1..2..3.. "ohhh..." *burst out laughing*

jokes

judge: u're sentenced to 10 years jail
judge: no, if u do, i'll add 2 more years to ur sentence
accused: can i think that u're a bastard?
judge: well, i haf no control over ur thots.... so i guess that's ok...
accused: well, sir... i think u're a bastard..

george w. bush: hey, i'm tired of all those stupid bush jokes..
lawyer: oh no, sir... ignore those jokes... the real stupid one is not u, but they who speak of those jokes..
bush: how d'u noe?
lawyer: well, i can prove it to u...
lawyer: let's put our servant to e test... i'll tell him to drive us to my house to check if I'M in my house..

and so, the servant drove them there... sure enuff, the lawyer proved his point.

lawyer: see wad i told u! they're the stupid ones!
bush: yeah! so stupid! they cud've juz used the phone!!

rhd pics

ok these are the pics of the malay dancers 03/04 batch.. haha some are nonsensical as usual.. but this is our record: 20 pics onli!! haha... amazingly.. 
 
Click Here!

officially running

ok i would like to declare that im very tired and that now it's the time of the year that im running... running n running till the end of the race.. im feeling very horrible... so many hurdles to jump over... and i got no supporters cheering me on.. im tired.. out of breath..but.. i have to go on.. haiz....................................

day 1 painting

painting: day 1

ok today the mldds with help from mds went for mural painting for ppis jurong fsc.. and it was miraculously unbelievably.. nice.. i think.. haha..ok lah not a wonderful artpiece but i think it will be nice lah.. i think mebbe abt 30% of the work done.. not bad lah.. for a 5 hr or so work.. u all should go down dere to see how it is.. it's opposite rulang pri.. but like i said we r not artist.. so it's not wow! but can lah.. hehe..cant believe things went out great... so tomoro will be day 2....(after malay dance! im gonna be damn tired)

im not sick

ok so we're dancing again.. n im sure this is the LAST time.. hehe.. well im damn tired after the pract..

so anyway.. i dunno y but everyone has been coming up to me and ask "reeza, are you sick? are you ok?"... or "you look sick".. wazzup with that.. im fine.. just sleepy.. hehe.. n ya down cos my results suck.. dun even ask me.. and worst still.. weifang told luqman to ask me to get well soon when i was in the bus home.. erm... no comments.. anyway thanks for caring...

oh yah.. i got a huge migraine and my visions were blur this mornin.. i think im in denial..but i dunno.. i do wanna believe i am fine.. so i am.. newae no mood to continue..

your love is..

ok this may be kinda dumb.. but ya..

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	unique
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

love actually

"i'm just tryin to find sum1 i can be with.. just by my side.. not love.. but a partner in life..." "and i believe that will in the end be love actually.."

"dun think too much too.. think of that sumbody who's thinkin of you...."

"like my fren says.." biler kau nak ader gurl? then i say.. dunnoe.. i'll try to find one who suits me.. " in the end.. bamp.. slapped in the face.. hahahaha
right now.. if they ask the same question, i'll answer " i have one already... if they say who? then i say someone who's always there for me..."


just sumtin to think abt bcos i was tokin to ozee abt all these.. and yes he seems to be a very thinking person who comes up with all these theories and advices.. n it helps me feel betta somehow.. and yes.. he's an ite mat.. sorrie ozee.. :)but he's sweet..

long day out with mds

ok vellie tired.. so just gonna summarise..

woke up late for dance coz my bro didnt wake me up.. neither did my mum.. she tot i left.. so got to nj half-alive.. make-up den go for performance.. n came back n change.. performance was the last one.. i hope.. n yeah.. it was good as usual..

den went home after waiting for for like 30min n changed n left for dinner with the dancers at tepak sireh.. went around taman warisan melayu b4 we ate.. me and ain were like freakin hungry but maintain.. oh yah i think the tchers realised how vain we are now.. haha.. took alot of pictures.. haha.. (not my camera) then ate.. we sat there for like 3hrs? den went to explore and went home.. but i think we were very noisy and attracted too much attention.. screamin..cheering.. kallang waves.. haha.. but im gonna miss ms khoo.. and cikgu osman.. and all dat.. and my jr.. but we had fun.. and we were full.. and im now half-dead.. argh.. need sleep.. so cya'll later.. nitey nitez..

look like me meh? haha mebbe the hair.. but her face is round n mine is not.. but can lah mebbe.. hahahahaha.. =P should try pose like dat one day without my specs n see the resemblance.. 

last paper

went to swensons with my family last nite n i had black pepper seafood pasta..damn nice.. n banana split.. i want more ice cream.. den jln2 kat pasar malam.. n bought a pyjamas..very cute.. a lil sexy but it's not for ppl to see lah.. haha.. actually it's not sexy lah onli it's like sleeveless n stuff.. nvm..so me n my sis so excited to go to bed haha damn funny.. but i didnt sleep lah coz had to study..

ok had my last paper just now.. not so bad.. but a lil not confident abt it.. n evaluation: bad results for sure.. so im gonna sleep on my bed after 4 days later.. woohoo.. n ya im damn tired.. exhausted brain dead (wats new) hehe n so after the malay paper i went for dance practice.. gosh.. i was so tired i cudnt dance.. no mood no energy no nuttin..n tmr got performance wah liao.. but nvm at least got free dinner at tepak sireh hehe.. okok so ya.. i really cant think now.. n yeah jijo comin to singapore.. can pester someone!! woohoo..

oh yah izzat tot kristin kreuk was me!! muahahahaha i must be damn chio haha

physics gonner

ok physics gone too.. i dun even wanna explain myself.. and ya i was sick in the mornin didnt sleep and all n now i feel damn urghh...nvm

haha gambar jiwang konon untuk album cover.. n ya he wrote a few simple songs but catchy.. and one for his ex.. jiwang banget..haha 

my dear brother siap dgn ic and all the badges he's proud of.. dun forget the marksmen badge on his arm but cant see lah.. and ya he went for ndp media brief..but he's face a lil oily.. erm alot lah coz he just came back.. he is proud of his uniform u noe.. haha.. 

black out

ok so there was a black out for abt 40min? and best thing is.. got exams and i suddenly lost my mood to study.. so.. i give up.. newae it was funny i tot my kakak did sumtin which coz a power trip coz we didnt realise outside was dark too.. haha den after realising we created a romantic atmosphere with candles and all.. haha.. damn hot.. n i was pissed.. the scary thing was there were accidents and none of the hps worked.. gosh.. cant imagine how it'll be if it last long enuff.. see wat tech has done to us..? ok i dun wanna think still.. sorrie so i wun go on being intellectual and discussin abt all this stuff that require sum kind of thinking... 6 hrs to phy paper n i have not studied properly.. haiz.. i am so not motivated after sitting for the previous 3 papers.. pening!!!

econs n maths

ok i shudnt have even bothered to study.. haha.. ok i screwed up my maths and econs.. yes.. i did..trust me.. i think i will be getting my first fail for an exam ever in my life.. woohoo... always a first time.. unless i manage to squeeze my way thru a pass.. econs sucks.. i went to sch not noeing a single thing abt econs.. i cudnt even define tax.. i noe nuttin abt anythin im supposed to.. n i was so stressed not enuff slp and all.. so i just went to the hall and cheat my way thru by crappin haha.. dun even noe wat i wrote.. so yes im gonna fail econs.. especially since the top ave marks for mcq out of 25 belongs to S07 which is like 15.9? pathetic rite..? so nvm im not alone..haha

n den maths..

erm lost 32 marks alredi i think unless i get everything else rite plus some method marks.. den i can miraculously get an A.. damn.. first three papers are so motivating.. i just dun feel like studyin nemore.. so i can officially announce that i dun care wat grade i get anymore for this stupid CT2.. but if i dun get an A for malay im gonna slaughter myself.. so.. aargh.. now i have to go mug for physics which will be useless again since the paper is gonna be freakin hard.. haiz.. no sleep again..

gp

i'm having my gp exams in 2 hrs.. i woke up onli at 11 just now.. im having a throbbing headache.. my english sucks right at this moment..and i havent really studied at all for everything.. gosh..im really dead this time..my head is spinning..pls pray for me..pray that i'll be disciplined this wk and revise before every paper diligently...help..nvm reeza.. just get it over and done with..haiz...

daddy bday

didnt do much.. went to study with yus n ramli den end up playin pool.. n den meet faiz law talked.. buy daddy hokkien mee coz it's his bday and he wants it so i treat him.. n den came home broke!! damn...hehe

shitty

i feel like shit rite now.. aargh.. had to hurt someone.. darn.. aargggggghhhhhhh

not so bad day

alritey...1st i have to say happy bday shikin...n b-lated bday hana..i really have no idea wat dates are..haha..sorrie.. until my mum told me she has to pay bill today.. ok newaez my day today..

didnt sleep all nite last nite since i coughed all the time.. n woke up feelin very tired... den i wanted to go to jrl but then cudnt bring myself up.. i end up sleepin on the floor in the living rm for abt 2 hrs until 12 just now... then woke up.. rest.. n rest.. n rest.. then TRIED to study.. n den mum ajak gi rumah nenek coz my nenek wanna surprise my dad with an advance bday prez since she goin to kuantan till next wk..

so we went with dad and i got to see fakhrul..hehe.. so damn cute.. then brought him to playground and all.. until i was too tired to layan him.. haha but i just love watchin him.. oh yah his full name is "mohmed fakhrul haq" coz he has direct paternal blood n stuff like my family.. get it.. his my dad's brother.. so the male can carry the ul haq name down to the family.. so he's the onli one after my bro.. ok nvm.. den i asked him.. "nama ayah?" he ans. "ayah nazrul haq" hahahahaha then nama my dad will be "wak ehsanul haq" my bro "abang elhazeequl haq" n my uncle will be "wak fazlul haq" hahahaha.. he insist that onli he has "mohmed" in front.. so cute...

well.. so much of entertaining him.. im still sick..so tired haha.. n i havent study.. omg omg omg... *breathe in breathe out* ....

which les miserables character are you

I'm Jean Valjean!
(No, really.) Some people may see me as a little sanctimonious, but though I care deeply about doing right, I'm not above a little skulduggery in a good cause. Being in touch with my spiritual side doesn't make me an easy target... on the contrary, in fact. Which Les Miserables Character Are You?

damn sick

as most of my friends would have known by now..i am very sick.. today is wednesday rite..n i have been sick since sunday nite.. my temp increased exponentially and peaked at 40.1 degrees until yesterday afternoon when it fell to 39.7 degrees again.. and last nite to 38.4 degrees... i cant eat i cant sleep i cant even drink water..i throat hurts..my voice came back onli yesterday afternoon..but i still sound like a 'minah rocker' (accordin to derek on) ok point is.. im very very sick.. and i need to study.. i havent studied at all!! i mean at all!! but i shall be strong and patient and focus on recovering.. this is just a test.. newae sorry hanif nurul ain n all the ppl involved in mural painting.. sorry i cant help these few days.. so sorry.. sorry k???

aargh i feel useless and trapped in my own house coz i cant do anything.....

syf 2003

here's a comparison to this yr..

me in syf last yr.. same costume different hair haha.. diff make up

ok this pic is undersized hehe..

have just decided to show off my dearest brother (of course he's my only brother) woohoo..hemsem rite? haha 

cairnhill n fun

woohoo..at last i can blog..here it goes!

the 12th of june was the day we were all waiting for to end our pain n sufferin of trainin hehe..so the day came yesterday and it was so wow..

on wednesday..we onli completed half or less den that of the dance..in fact we onli completed it on saturday mornin itself..power rite? even the music was done onli dat mornin.. like mrs tan said "my dancers are cool"..[ya..]

so we went for the competition after having breakfast of polar puff stuffs and going thru a few times in the dance studio.. wen we reach the cc we did a dry run and went for make-up.. the make up was damn cool...the PA male dancers..mind u MALE..made us up.. it was so nice!! they were so professional..and well they gave us encouragement too..thank u thank u thank u..okok..so we had our face done..thick eye make up..scary..and den we had to do the hair.. aargghh!!! my whole hair was sprayed and was damn hard.. felt like crying.. he sprayed our hairs unsparingly..but it was cool...

this is before the paint..

after two hours of stoning and singing and crapping and taking a whole lot of pictures..

den we danced lah.. okok lah.. it was our worst dance ever..mistakes everywhere..so we watched the rest..hai seng was damn good.. oh yah discovered they had 4mths practice..comforting..so after that we waited for the results..had to wait for the guest of honour to come had dk performance by hikayat putera emas! dun like.. it was not good lah but well no choice (newae mega perdana today dunno where) i had to translate everything for huifang n weifang haha..then all the speeches n the review from the judges also..and the best thing i had to translate the awards..and melie went up on stage without noeing wat we won..lucky the trophy is in english..haha..and we won the.........

tadaa...most promising group(woah!) best choreography (duh! osman wat..) and won 2nd (hahahahaha! no comments) lalalalala....

den we changed but left the hair and the make-up without the paint on and went to city hall wearing the persada juara tari shirt n our costume pants..we look like professional dancers haha..first we went to the urban dream capsule..woohoo! embarrassing moments but damn fun.. we danced there as requested by the men..and others watch clapped and even took pictures of us.. haha malu!! but fun!! and we also apalagi..take pictures again!!

so we went to swissotel after that to pass the tchers the trophies coz it was heavy n we didnt wanna carry them ard..oh yah tchers had the anniversary dinner which cost $100..but we din get to see or have netin due to the super tight security as the GOH was mr. lee hsien loong.. and ya loo n marco missed all that coz had to go back to cairnhill cc to find loo's hp..smart..

den we went to sakura for dinner.. laughed at huifang and i was dying coz i was damn tired..

and then we dragged ourselves home.. marco accompanied a'in to boon lay interchange in case got a lot of 'creatures of the night' and luqi walked with me.. damn nice juniors... hehehe..den at home..clean everything off.. took 1hr like that to clean make up and hair.. and i was damn tired..

den my sis was on the comp n i cudnt bitch with the dancers online..
:( but there's always today...

it was the best experience the malay dancers had this yr.. i think! thank u supporters for coming!! and thank u PA dancers n especially Cikgu Osman and Mrs Tan n Ms Khoo

more cairnhill photos

unthinking me

right now i feel kinda dumb and useless.. coz i am unthinking.. somehow i just refuse to see things intellectually.. i refuse to think.. im just rotting.. i feel like my brain and my body are malfunctioning! help!! i do need to study desperately!! i need to be thinking..how??

need to study

i need to study very badly!!!!!!!!!!aarghh!!

*ok*

adik on the chair

ok had to write this in.. yest had crabs all over the kitchen coz they somehow escaped from the bag.. and den one crept up to the dining room.. i was pestering adik.. den.. i realise something black was on the floor and to my horror it was the crab.. i screamed coz i was shocked.. and adik jumped onto the chair and didnt wanna get down..hahaha damn funny... later daddy killed dem and i had a feast..muahahaha

black pepper crab ..yummy!

ok just ate black pepper crab.. damn nice.. help mummy cook ar.. not bad rite??? hehe.. newae.. tell u the truth im allergic to crab and prawns i think.. coz i get swollen lips after dat.. haha.. bcome fantasia barrino for awhile..i have thick lushes kissable lips now..hehehehe;) but wat to do.. crab n prawns are my favourite..n they r expensive so if u dun eat wasted.. hehe.. anyway ya got nuttin much to say.. we had dance pract just now and onli did like half the song when the comp is this sat.. pro rite? but heck lah just get it over and done with.. if we win.. it'll be damn great.. pray for us lah.. hehe :)

diarrhea

wait.. i think i have diarrhea..damn..

gentarasa 2004

ok just came back from gentarasa 2004.. damn tired coz went to bahas in the mornin b4 gentarasa.. we lost muahahaha.. of course lah.. they not prepared mah.. but i dun care lah.. a lil' pissed with teachers too.. but who cares anyway.. i dun..

ok.. gentarasa 2004.. i onli liked the dk barat n dat kewt lil boy (Al-Iman kindergarten) his damn small.. anyway there were too much dragging.. and talk n talk.. n moral issues.. propaganda.. messages.. it's supposedly meant to be a dedication to mum as i have heard.. but.. it's to dramamama... and not much of artistic dance stuff..luckily free tix.. hehe.. i still think last year was betta.. i enjoyed last yr.. today.. i was really waiting for the thing to end..

anyway im just very very shagged (not after sex) me and ain were luffing too much.. had exercised too much of our abs and cheeks and jaw.. haha.. but that fun was for a while.. n now im back..ya... so.. nowadays i got nuttin much to say.. well.. 3 days alredi.. seems so long..

nuttin much

i believe i have nuttin much to write.. coz.. im tired.. why? i noe i noe it's the hols.. but im still tired.. especially when i think of revisions and dance practices.

ok here's my schedule for 2 weeks

monday: dance pract (taiwan immersion) 9-12 (elect interview @ 8)
tuesday: dance pract (training for comp)9-12
wednesday: VESAK DAY (phew! but still need to study..doubt so :P)
thursday: Econs make-up tutorial 8-12!!!
Friday: dance pract (taiwan immersion) 2-6
Saturday: flag day 9-2; bahas competition for yr ones
Sunday: rest(luckily since Osman's in Indonesia) *breathe*

Monday: mendaki CIP 9-4
Tuesday-Fri: dance pract @ PA 4-6?
Saturday: Dance comp (wish us luck)

i feel damn tired just thinking of it.. man.. ive gotta study now!! ppl gimme some motivation pls.. ask me out to study or sumtin..haha.. pray for my health and well-being..hehe

and u call it a one month holiday.....hmm... it's ok less den 6 mths to go before i get freedom from this tyrannical education system. i shall start revision (hopefully...)

cinta tiga musim

tadi saya menonton vcd cinta tiga musim.. kerana terlalu bosan duduk di rumah.. saya dari awal tahun meminjam ketiga-tiga vcd tu.. tapi baru hari ini dapat tonton musim ketiga..

saya dapat mendalami criter tersebut kerana.. tanpa disedari.. diri saya ini macam ayuni juga.. atau macam teja.. walaupun telah cuba saya berlari.. menjauhkan diri.. jumpa teman baru.. tapi hati saya tetap pada seseorang.. mungkin ini adalah satu dugaan.. ataupun.. memang tiada jodoh antara kita... apakah nanti sisa kasih tandus jua akhirnya? ataupun api cinta akan membara semula? haiz..buat masa ini.. saya tidak percaya kan cinta sejati.. kerana belum diketemukan lagi.. ataupun lebih tepat lagi.. cinta sejati yang pernah saya alami..telah terlerai.. saya buntu.. mungkin dah tertulis.. saya akan keseorangan? apa jua yang terjadi.. saya harus pasrah dan menerima sahaja Qada' dan Qadar.. namun.. sebahagian dari diri ini masih menanti.. cinta suci... Insya'Allah..

a'ins bday

ok just came back from CIP at Assyakirin.. another interesting syarahan.. even though i think Cik Mansor Haji Sukaimi got a bit of pride.. but he's nice.. it was a tiring session (mentally) newae enuff abt me.. i'll dedicate today's entry to my dearest bestfriend...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A'IN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!

WOOooooooHOOOOOOOOOOooo!!! YEAH!!!!! *CLAPS CLAPS* HEHEHE

Wishing ain all the best.. may her new life be more meaningful and fruitful (oops) haha.. get wat i mean..? hope u had fun today gurl.. ya ya.. i noe.. u can buy marlboro menthol light alredi.. ya ya.. and ABC.. hahaha.. newae gurl..u shud learn how to get ppl who r of no use in ur life or dun deserve to be.. out.. dun be affected by them ok dear... muacks muacks.. see u tmr morning... ;)be dere for u always...

happy

ok ok ppl.. i noe .. like maly said.. reading my blog is like "suicidal" hehe.. sorry dat things havent been okay.. therefore affecting the state of my blog.. ok.. hope i'll cheer up so u ppl can start praying for me.. hehe..

newae had ain and lu over to choreograph the dance.. so farnie.. hehehe.. especially lu.. we laughed at him so much.. sorry lu.. dun sad ok.. hehe.. pity our dear adik.. haha.. dun get contaminated.. newae just hope the dance turns out nice.. short of time.. and we practically have the "anything goes" attitude.. aiyah.. but those taiwanese will find it hard anyway.. so we shud lighten the burden of the year 1s too.. hehe..

lalalalala.. dunno wat to say.. im just tired.. got dance tomoro.. n i feel lonely.. i miss _______.. aiyah.. dun care lah.. freedom!!!!!

anyway i was reading this drama in my mly a text.. "adat usang pusaka zaman" and saw this quote.. i wanted to write in last night but my dad and sis were using the comp.. and today.. ain was attracted to the same lines... ok this things btw us is getting scarier.. haha.. telepathy.. so dun play play!! haha..

here it goes :

Entahlah.
Tiba-tiba dadaku sebak,
seperti penyair kehilangan ilham.

i wanted to write it in a very poetic way like as in the whole entry.. but lost my mood already.. hehe.. but i think the whole drama very deep.. and the language so beautiful.. only tiring to read when u r in my state.. hehe...u guys shud read..

lalalalallalalalalalalala... tired..
joke of the day
"i forgot the inang song"
"huh? inul song?"

demam malam sabtu....

tetap ku tunggu

kasih yang mendalam
hati yang meriang
aku masih menanti
ingin bersatu lagi
ruang kekosongan
usang cinta di hati
lalu pilu nan sepi
...akan tetap ku tunggu

came up with this in a minute..
tetiba ilham datang berlambak..

knight in shining armour

it hurts
when he says he's looking
for a gurl
"we cant be together"
i keep telling myself
but im lying

his words
always about her
always about them
when where how what
about others
never me..

he never see it
why? it's me
unpretty unclever unattractive
but him..
the knight in the shining armour
man of my dreams

please see it
and make it work
it can happen...

Ia

Ia

tika dahulukala
suci putih dibela
diwarnai dengan erti
hari demi hari
ia melebihi

masa memamah usia
jiwa bermata berkata
peralihan bawa musnah
hati memberi arah
ia memanah

usia kian meningkat
hidup makin menyingkat
hati belum terpikat
perhitungan kian dekat
ia tersekat

ketika sinar memancar
barulah ia tersedar
belum lagi terlewat
hati cuba memikat
ia gawat

kini ia gagal
kini ia tewas
kini ia alah
kini ia gelap..

hilang......


kalau sesiapa paham puisi ini.. bilanglah ok..
ada ilham nak tulis pasal terbaca puisi-puisi si hirman.. remembered the time i read his puisi at mac and i laughed non-stop - the one abt the mrt..haha ish ish ish

im such a failure

haiz.. all i can add.. is dat.. im such a failure.. failure to be a friend.. a daughter.. a student.. and myself.. aarghh.. and dun ask.. yes im goin thru some bad time.. haiz.. dunia dunia...

tabah teguh sabar.. patience control ... haiz..

bad bad bad

ok.. ive been having such a bad day again.. why isit my luck has been down the drain while everyone has been happy?? aarrghh.. pls pray that things will go right for me again.. haiz.. im trying to hang on.. i just got nuttin to say.. pray for me peepz.. need all the luck to turn all the negativity around.. PLS.....

ps: had an hour argument/talk with sharon phua!!

Young Girls dun cry

this can be sumtin to help me up i suppose....

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah…
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

freakin tired..

it's a freakin hot day.. and im freakin tired.. it's just freakin boring... and aarghh.. im jus freakin pissed... help!! one whole week of dance.. however.. i do enjoy my dance.. haha.. so cool...

jinx

luck hasnt been on my side.. fell again.. im sick.. no mood to talk abt anything.. so down n upset.. [speechless]

traumatised

hey there.. it's such a bad week i suppose..

just now i went home alone.. and.. there was this man who was either drunk or juz sick in the head..
initially i tot he was tokin on the phone or sumtin.. as if he was tokin to a gurl.. then i realise he was not using a phone.. he was listening to walkman.. den he started tokin to himself.. like horrible disgusting stuff.. then he started talking dirty.. gosh i was so scared.. i trembled but acted calm.. luckily there were two other men on the second floor of the bus.. but both were chinese and this darn guy was speaking malay.. n was sitting rite behind me.. i was so traumatised i almost cried when i was home.. he was definitely sexually deprived.. n worst.. i was so scared he wud follow me home or sumtin.. coz of some things he said like.. "i'll wait for u to get off the bus" in malay.. den i became worried as my stop was coming.. but luckily he went off earlier.. if not.. i wud have been alone in the bus with him coz the other two men left b4 my stop.. gosh.. im so traumatised!! eeeee.... so scary.. i still get the shivers n all.. gosh.. eeeee....

bad everything day...

okay.. i fell sick yesterday as i have said..n i had a horrible nite..some ppl who talked to me b4 i slept upset me... and well.. just so horrible..

then i woke up and had a bad start to my horrible day.. 154 took damn long to come.. and it was damn packed.. coz one of the earlier buses broke down.. luckily i wasnt late.. then i was so tired the whole day.. i dunno how i managed to stay awake in mly class.. i think cikgu realise i was yawning every other sec.. den some ppl just dun understand im in sch.. and call me n sms me again n again.. it just pissed me.. well it's bcos im alredi pissed at that person last nite.. so survived thru the day.. struggled.. n den had dance pract..

dance pract cheered me up but it wasnt dat productive coz we didnt do much.. but i feel so lethargic.. so i went home .. but b4 that i went to jp to top up my epass with ain.. in the bus.. we sat in front of this super mat idiot.. gosh.. i was so irritated.. i dun think ppl r deaf.. they commented on these two girls halfway across the bus like ppl are as ignorant to the surrounding as they are... then me and ain talked abt how we should embrace this group of ppl and try change them.. but we were irritated by them lah.. they were talking abt drinking.. clubbing.. well they r just so mat.. cant take it.. 3 things i cant accept in a life partner.. clubbing smoking and drinking.. BIG NO NO!! besides other criterias..i think thats very very reasonable.. haiz no wonder our society are declining.. n well im not putting us down.. but.. u cant escape the truth.. im so pissed and sometimes embarrassed.. haiz...

i really dunno y im so pissed n upset with ppl and many things.. sometimes i feel like im alone also.. maybe bcos i've not been getting the rite attention or the rite conversation.. or the rite ppl talking to me.. but i think im relatively quiet in sch.. coz im tired.. tired of making sense.. or not.. the only nice conversation i have had lately.. are with ain.. the dancers.. hirman.. n khai.. bcos it's intellectually simulating.. and even though we do crap.. it's only to relief stress.. i dunno.. no offense to the others.. ive just been thinking too much..

nevertheless i dun throw my temper around at other's who are not causes of this outburst.. !!!!! if u do so.. u'll just ruin everyone's mood too.. i dun believe in dat.. aiyah.. i dunno.. sometimes i think i shud stop thinking too much.. analytical minds are not always good.. i think.. anyway nuttin is all good.. arrrgghh.. so much to say.. but just so pissed to say it..

sorrie readers.. dun worrie be happi.. hehe =) erm.. shud i crack a joke to reflect the frown over the x-axis? hehe sorrie.. here it goes.. see how dumb some men can be.. haha

_________________________________________________________________________________

Two young men were out in the woods on a camping trip, when the came upon this great trout brook. They stayed there all day, enjoying the fishing, which was super.

At the end of the day, knowing that they would be graduating from college soon, they vowed that they would meet, in twenty years, at the same place and renew the experience.

Twenty years later, they met and traveled to a spot near where they had been years before. They walked into the woods and before long came upon a brook. One of the men said to the other, "This is the place!".

The other replied, "No, it's not!".

The first man said, "Yes, I do recognize the clover growing on the bank on the other side.

To which the other man replied, "Silly, you can't tell a brook by it's clover."
_______________________________________________________________________________
ps: one thing u shudnt say to ur gf..
"i used to come here alot with my ex"

ok.. havent had the mood to write.. haha.. so tired...

newae.. ive discovered that i have always had that rebellious attitude.. gosh.. and now i tend to think and argue more.. hmm.. shud be good.. rite? and anyway ya.. i also realise that when i pick essays to write.. i choose those that i feel for.. and i wun choose essay topics that i dun believe in.. and cikgu said i shud choose base on whether or not i can have strong points or not and not whether i like it or not.. haha.. i am confused now.. hehe anyway im tired.. i wanna rest!! haha

heya!well... today is a bad day for me!!

here it goes..

came to sch.. i was standing at the staircase waiting for A'in to come up.. n den Ms Phua (DM) came to me and asked me why i was wearing sandals.. gosh she was dat dumb!..newae she asked me dat last yr.. so i replied [nicely] dat i had in-grown toe nail.. n she asked for MC.. i told her i had it with my civics tutor since last yr.. n she ask me to go get one..i told her i wud if she pay for it.. haha.. den.. she asked me where??? obviously u wud think she referred to the MC.. then i answer.. then she raised her voice n asked "where?" and i did too.. and ask "what?" but no.. she meant where does it hurt... well i did say i had an in-grown toe nail.. so fgns look at my toe lah... so i said "cant u see both my toes are swollen?" then she said it's better to where shoes so ppl wun step on it... erm ?????? precisely my reaction.. but i said i cant wear shoes.. den she just told me to go get MC i gave to my CT n show her.. gosh she's so dumb..
so i sms my tcher "mr wong..can u tell ms phua abt my toe? she's dumb enuff not to noe dat ppl with in-grown toe nail cant wear shoes".. hahaha.. cool rite? den i got the MC and i put it in her letter tray with a note...well too long to write wat it was abt.. but i criticised her haha..well i was rude i guess a lil.. but i dun care!! if u play with matches.. u'll get burnt.. muahaha... she has just ignited the rebellious me.. well .. guess more of that will come in the future.. but who cares.. haha.. i hate all this dumb stuff.. it just triggers anger in me.. im a rebel with a cause.. hahaha..

so ya.. im still pissed and unsatisfied and it affected my whole day in sch..

plus.. i was so sleepy the whole day.. i even pestered hirman a lil to keep me awake.. haha.. sorry.. n then first lesson was malay.. gosh i cudnt stop yawning.. i think my tcher was disturbed by dat too.. haha.. but well i think alot of political stuff happened today.. not with me.. but in school.. got police lah.. and yada-yada-yada.. not interested!! haha.. well stay updated.. hehe

life is abt...

okay today im gonna write something different from wat i have been writing..haha

eh-em.. well..i was having monday blues as usual (which happens to occur everyday)
then we just had to have the "interesting" dialogue during contact...

so we had Mr Lim Swee Say.. minister for the environment.. he's in NJ alumni n yada-yada..
then he went on talking abt Active Citizenry.. well.. somehow i think he didnt have much points.. n at times i dun see the link.. wat i thought he was doin was to promote politics [which he said is actually abt "mobilising the masses towards a common cause"].. hahaha mebbe it's bcos i turned off half way and switched on again later.. haha...

nevertheless i did capture some things he said... wat caught my attention was.. "Noone wants to be a rat"
well.. duh.. haha.. but he meant was dat we S'poreans are in a rat race.. but we do not have to be a rat.. meaning we shud be aware of wateva is happening ard us..and stuff..[i tink dats wat i heard]..but the thing is.. in this kinda environment .. it's hard not to be a rat.. every rat wanna win the race.. so since we r so busy with the race.. it's hard to find time to be aware of stuff.. [but i do ok!!]

then he said.."some of you should think about going into politics"...erm.... okay... no comments.. haha.. he was actually encouraging us to be involved in politics. he said we might not see it now.. but mebbe we wud later.. like he did... crap... haha..well.. newae.. he told us abt his history.. n yada-yada...

lalalala... so we ended the talk late and then had lecture.. lunch n gp.. during gp we discussed abt how Mr Lim was a good speaker and how he was different from most MPs.. He was politically incorrect, uses self-deprecating humor, has humility and shares personal anecdotes.. well..i thought his anecdotes doesnt really link to wat he was saying.. and i think he nags too much.. imagine one short simple question has a 15 min ans.. how to have more qns like dat?? and all that yaking for one conclusion.. [for ur info he's english is not wow bcos he was from the chinese stream] well..these are some of the things he said:

"I was damn good in Mathematics" [humility?]
"I conned everyone in Singapore" [encouraging but he was trying to be funny..u'll noe if u had listened to him haha]
"Believe in your own bullshit" [ i think he tries too hard to be engaging and to close the gen gap]

but other things are quite inspiring..

"if you treat life seriously, life will treat you seriously too" [it may not sound rite but i understand wat it means]
"external motivation can never last...you should find one source of internal motivation"


and i do agree when he said that:

you should "roll up your sleeves and get your hands dirty" if you wanna know wat life is..



and he asked this questions which made me ponder... "what is the meaning of life?"..



thinking....

hey again.. been very sick.. seeing things spin around..dats how bad it gets.. n i came across a site with all the love quotes.. it's meaningful to me.. shud read it sum time if u can...
it is at lovingyou.com sumtin like dat i'll add the links... watch out for it..
neway im just so confused n messed up with thoughts regrets n all.. after giving that speech to tanglin sec.. i became so confused.. actually i alredi was these days... aargghh.. wateva..

i wrote this song for my cip projek at tanglin since luqman says we shud.. so this is supposed to go with the song composed by this korean guy called ryu.. and its title is "un. wi" or sumtin.. im not sure.. haha.. but well.. this is done in 15 min coz of desperate situations.. well... tadaa... haha..

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