physics gonner

ok physics gone too.. i dun even wanna explain myself.. and ya i was sick in the mornin didnt sleep and all n now i feel damn urghh...nvm

haha gambar jiwang konon untuk album cover.. n ya he wrote a few simple songs but catchy.. and one for his ex.. jiwang banget..haha 

my dear brother siap dgn ic and all the badges he's proud of.. dun forget the marksmen badge on his arm but cant see lah.. and ya he went for ndp media brief..but he's face a lil oily.. erm alot lah coz he just came back.. he is proud of his uniform u noe.. haha.. 

black out

ok so there was a black out for abt 40min? and best thing is.. got exams and i suddenly lost my mood to study.. so.. i give up.. newae it was funny i tot my kakak did sumtin which coz a power trip coz we didnt realise outside was dark too.. haha den after realising we created a romantic atmosphere with candles and all.. haha.. damn hot.. n i was pissed.. the scary thing was there were accidents and none of the hps worked.. gosh.. cant imagine how it'll be if it last long enuff.. see wat tech has done to us..? ok i dun wanna think still.. sorrie so i wun go on being intellectual and discussin abt all this stuff that require sum kind of thinking... 6 hrs to phy paper n i have not studied properly.. haiz.. i am so not motivated after sitting for the previous 3 papers.. pening!!!

econs n maths

ok i shudnt have even bothered to study.. haha.. ok i screwed up my maths and econs.. yes.. i did..trust me.. i think i will be getting my first fail for an exam ever in my life.. woohoo... always a first time.. unless i manage to squeeze my way thru a pass.. econs sucks.. i went to sch not noeing a single thing abt econs.. i cudnt even define tax.. i noe nuttin abt anythin im supposed to.. n i was so stressed not enuff slp and all.. so i just went to the hall and cheat my way thru by crappin haha.. dun even noe wat i wrote.. so yes im gonna fail econs.. especially since the top ave marks for mcq out of 25 belongs to S07 which is like 15.9? pathetic rite..? so nvm im not alone..haha

n den maths..

erm lost 32 marks alredi i think unless i get everything else rite plus some method marks.. den i can miraculously get an A.. damn.. first three papers are so motivating.. i just dun feel like studyin nemore.. so i can officially announce that i dun care wat grade i get anymore for this stupid CT2.. but if i dun get an A for malay im gonna slaughter myself.. so.. aargh.. now i have to go mug for physics which will be useless again since the paper is gonna be freakin hard.. haiz.. no sleep again..

gp

i'm having my gp exams in 2 hrs.. i woke up onli at 11 just now.. im having a throbbing headache.. my english sucks right at this moment..and i havent really studied at all for everything.. gosh..im really dead this time..my head is spinning..pls pray for me..pray that i'll be disciplined this wk and revise before every paper diligently...help..nvm reeza.. just get it over and done with..haiz...

daddy bday

didnt do much.. went to study with yus n ramli den end up playin pool.. n den meet faiz law talked.. buy daddy hokkien mee coz it's his bday and he wants it so i treat him.. n den came home broke!! damn...hehe

shitty

i feel like shit rite now.. aargh.. had to hurt someone.. darn.. aargggggghhhhhhh

not so bad day

alritey...1st i have to say happy bday shikin...n b-lated bday hana..i really have no idea wat dates are..haha..sorrie.. until my mum told me she has to pay bill today.. ok newaez my day today..

didnt sleep all nite last nite since i coughed all the time.. n woke up feelin very tired... den i wanted to go to jrl but then cudnt bring myself up.. i end up sleepin on the floor in the living rm for abt 2 hrs until 12 just now... then woke up.. rest.. n rest.. n rest.. then TRIED to study.. n den mum ajak gi rumah nenek coz my nenek wanna surprise my dad with an advance bday prez since she goin to kuantan till next wk..

so we went with dad and i got to see fakhrul..hehe.. so damn cute.. then brought him to playground and all.. until i was too tired to layan him.. haha but i just love watchin him.. oh yah his full name is "mohmed fakhrul haq" coz he has direct paternal blood n stuff like my family.. get it.. his my dad's brother.. so the male can carry the ul haq name down to the family.. so he's the onli one after my bro.. ok nvm.. den i asked him.. "nama ayah?" he ans. "ayah nazrul haq" hahahahaha then nama my dad will be "wak ehsanul haq" my bro "abang elhazeequl haq" n my uncle will be "wak fazlul haq" hahahaha.. he insist that onli he has "mohmed" in front.. so cute...

well.. so much of entertaining him.. im still sick..so tired haha.. n i havent study.. omg omg omg... *breathe in breathe out* ....

which les miserables character are you

I'm Jean Valjean!
(No, really.) Some people may see me as a little sanctimonious, but though I care deeply about doing right, I'm not above a little skulduggery in a good cause. Being in touch with my spiritual side doesn't make me an easy target... on the contrary, in fact. Which Les Miserables Character Are You?

damn sick

as most of my friends would have known by now..i am very sick.. today is wednesday rite..n i have been sick since sunday nite.. my temp increased exponentially and peaked at 40.1 degrees until yesterday afternoon when it fell to 39.7 degrees again.. and last nite to 38.4 degrees... i cant eat i cant sleep i cant even drink water..i throat hurts..my voice came back onli yesterday afternoon..but i still sound like a 'minah rocker' (accordin to derek on) ok point is.. im very very sick.. and i need to study.. i havent studied at all!! i mean at all!! but i shall be strong and patient and focus on recovering.. this is just a test.. newae sorry hanif nurul ain n all the ppl involved in mural painting.. sorry i cant help these few days.. so sorry.. sorry k???

aargh i feel useless and trapped in my own house coz i cant do anything.....

syf 2003

here's a comparison to this yr..

me in syf last yr.. same costume different hair haha.. diff make up

ok this pic is undersized hehe..

have just decided to show off my dearest brother (of course he's my only brother) woohoo..hemsem rite? haha 

cairnhill n fun

woohoo..at last i can blog..here it goes!

the 12th of june was the day we were all waiting for to end our pain n sufferin of trainin hehe..so the day came yesterday and it was so wow..

on wednesday..we onli completed half or less den that of the dance..in fact we onli completed it on saturday mornin itself..power rite? even the music was done onli dat mornin.. like mrs tan said "my dancers are cool"..[ya..]

so we went for the competition after having breakfast of polar puff stuffs and going thru a few times in the dance studio.. wen we reach the cc we did a dry run and went for make-up.. the make up was damn cool...the PA male dancers..mind u MALE..made us up.. it was so nice!! they were so professional..and well they gave us encouragement too..thank u thank u thank u..okok..so we had our face done..thick eye make up..scary..and den we had to do the hair.. aargghh!!! my whole hair was sprayed and was damn hard.. felt like crying.. he sprayed our hairs unsparingly..but it was cool...

this is before the paint..

after two hours of stoning and singing and crapping and taking a whole lot of pictures..

den we danced lah.. okok lah.. it was our worst dance ever..mistakes everywhere..so we watched the rest..hai seng was damn good.. oh yah discovered they had 4mths practice..comforting..so after that we waited for the results..had to wait for the guest of honour to come had dk performance by hikayat putera emas! dun like.. it was not good lah but well no choice (newae mega perdana today dunno where) i had to translate everything for huifang n weifang haha..then all the speeches n the review from the judges also..and the best thing i had to translate the awards..and melie went up on stage without noeing wat we won..lucky the trophy is in english..haha..and we won the.........

tadaa...most promising group(woah!) best choreography (duh! osman wat..) and won 2nd (hahahahaha! no comments) lalalalala....

den we changed but left the hair and the make-up without the paint on and went to city hall wearing the persada juara tari shirt n our costume pants..we look like professional dancers haha..first we went to the urban dream capsule..woohoo! embarrassing moments but damn fun.. we danced there as requested by the men..and others watch clapped and even took pictures of us.. haha malu!! but fun!! and we also apalagi..take pictures again!!

so we went to swissotel after that to pass the tchers the trophies coz it was heavy n we didnt wanna carry them ard..oh yah tchers had the anniversary dinner which cost $100..but we din get to see or have netin due to the super tight security as the GOH was mr. lee hsien loong.. and ya loo n marco missed all that coz had to go back to cairnhill cc to find loo's hp..smart..

den we went to sakura for dinner.. laughed at huifang and i was dying coz i was damn tired..

and then we dragged ourselves home.. marco accompanied a'in to boon lay interchange in case got a lot of 'creatures of the night' and luqi walked with me.. damn nice juniors... hehehe..den at home..clean everything off.. took 1hr like that to clean make up and hair.. and i was damn tired..

den my sis was on the comp n i cudnt bitch with the dancers online..
:( but there's always today...

it was the best experience the malay dancers had this yr.. i think! thank u supporters for coming!! and thank u PA dancers n especially Cikgu Osman and Mrs Tan n Ms Khoo

more cairnhill photos

unthinking me

right now i feel kinda dumb and useless.. coz i am unthinking.. somehow i just refuse to see things intellectually.. i refuse to think.. im just rotting.. i feel like my brain and my body are malfunctioning! help!! i do need to study desperately!! i need to be thinking..how??

need to study

i need to study very badly!!!!!!!!!!aarghh!!

*ok*

adik on the chair

ok had to write this in.. yest had crabs all over the kitchen coz they somehow escaped from the bag.. and den one crept up to the dining room.. i was pestering adik.. den.. i realise something black was on the floor and to my horror it was the crab.. i screamed coz i was shocked.. and adik jumped onto the chair and didnt wanna get down..hahaha damn funny... later daddy killed dem and i had a feast..muahahaha

black pepper crab ..yummy!

ok just ate black pepper crab.. damn nice.. help mummy cook ar.. not bad rite??? hehe.. newae.. tell u the truth im allergic to crab and prawns i think.. coz i get swollen lips after dat.. haha.. bcome fantasia barrino for awhile..i have thick lushes kissable lips now..hehehehe;) but wat to do.. crab n prawns are my favourite..n they r expensive so if u dun eat wasted.. hehe.. anyway ya got nuttin much to say.. we had dance pract just now and onli did like half the song when the comp is this sat.. pro rite? but heck lah just get it over and done with.. if we win.. it'll be damn great.. pray for us lah.. hehe :)

diarrhea

wait.. i think i have diarrhea..damn..

gentarasa 2004

ok just came back from gentarasa 2004.. damn tired coz went to bahas in the mornin b4 gentarasa.. we lost muahahaha.. of course lah.. they not prepared mah.. but i dun care lah.. a lil' pissed with teachers too.. but who cares anyway.. i dun..

ok.. gentarasa 2004.. i onli liked the dk barat n dat kewt lil boy (Al-Iman kindergarten) his damn small.. anyway there were too much dragging.. and talk n talk.. n moral issues.. propaganda.. messages.. it's supposedly meant to be a dedication to mum as i have heard.. but.. it's to dramamama... and not much of artistic dance stuff..luckily free tix.. hehe.. i still think last year was betta.. i enjoyed last yr.. today.. i was really waiting for the thing to end..

anyway im just very very shagged (not after sex) me and ain were luffing too much.. had exercised too much of our abs and cheeks and jaw.. haha.. but that fun was for a while.. n now im back..ya... so.. nowadays i got nuttin much to say.. well.. 3 days alredi.. seems so long..