nuttin much

i believe i have nuttin much to write.. coz.. im tired.. why? i noe i noe it's the hols.. but im still tired.. especially when i think of revisions and dance practices.

ok here's my schedule for 2 weeks

monday: dance pract (taiwan immersion) 9-12 (elect interview @ 8)
tuesday: dance pract (training for comp)9-12
wednesday: VESAK DAY (phew! but still need to study..doubt so :P)
thursday: Econs make-up tutorial 8-12!!!
Friday: dance pract (taiwan immersion) 2-6
Saturday: flag day 9-2; bahas competition for yr ones
Sunday: rest(luckily since Osman's in Indonesia) *breathe*

Monday: mendaki CIP 9-4
Tuesday-Fri: dance pract @ PA 4-6?
Saturday: Dance comp (wish us luck)

i feel damn tired just thinking of it.. man.. ive gotta study now!! ppl gimme some motivation pls.. ask me out to study or sumtin..haha.. pray for my health and well-being..hehe

and u call it a one month holiday.....hmm... it's ok less den 6 mths to go before i get freedom from this tyrannical education system. i shall start revision (hopefully...)

cinta tiga musim

tadi saya menonton vcd cinta tiga musim.. kerana terlalu bosan duduk di rumah.. saya dari awal tahun meminjam ketiga-tiga vcd tu.. tapi baru hari ini dapat tonton musim ketiga..

saya dapat mendalami criter tersebut kerana.. tanpa disedari.. diri saya ini macam ayuni juga.. atau macam teja.. walaupun telah cuba saya berlari.. menjauhkan diri.. jumpa teman baru.. tapi hati saya tetap pada seseorang.. mungkin ini adalah satu dugaan.. ataupun.. memang tiada jodoh antara kita... apakah nanti sisa kasih tandus jua akhirnya? ataupun api cinta akan membara semula? haiz..buat masa ini.. saya tidak percaya kan cinta sejati.. kerana belum diketemukan lagi.. ataupun lebih tepat lagi.. cinta sejati yang pernah saya alami..telah terlerai.. saya buntu.. mungkin dah tertulis.. saya akan keseorangan? apa jua yang terjadi.. saya harus pasrah dan menerima sahaja Qada' dan Qadar.. namun.. sebahagian dari diri ini masih menanti.. cinta suci... Insya'Allah..

a'ins bday

ok just came back from CIP at Assyakirin.. another interesting syarahan.. even though i think Cik Mansor Haji Sukaimi got a bit of pride.. but he's nice.. it was a tiring session (mentally) newae enuff abt me.. i'll dedicate today's entry to my dearest bestfriend...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A'IN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!

WOOooooooHOOOOOOOOOOooo!!! YEAH!!!!! *CLAPS CLAPS* HEHEHE

Wishing ain all the best.. may her new life be more meaningful and fruitful (oops) haha.. get wat i mean..? hope u had fun today gurl.. ya ya.. i noe.. u can buy marlboro menthol light alredi.. ya ya.. and ABC.. hahaha.. newae gurl..u shud learn how to get ppl who r of no use in ur life or dun deserve to be.. out.. dun be affected by them ok dear... muacks muacks.. see u tmr morning... ;)be dere for u always...

happy

ok ok ppl.. i noe .. like maly said.. reading my blog is like "suicidal" hehe.. sorry dat things havent been okay.. therefore affecting the state of my blog.. ok.. hope i'll cheer up so u ppl can start praying for me.. hehe..

newae had ain and lu over to choreograph the dance.. so farnie.. hehehe.. especially lu.. we laughed at him so much.. sorry lu.. dun sad ok.. hehe.. pity our dear adik.. haha.. dun get contaminated.. newae just hope the dance turns out nice.. short of time.. and we practically have the "anything goes" attitude.. aiyah.. but those taiwanese will find it hard anyway.. so we shud lighten the burden of the year 1s too.. hehe..

lalalalala.. dunno wat to say.. im just tired.. got dance tomoro.. n i feel lonely.. i miss _______.. aiyah.. dun care lah.. freedom!!!!!

anyway i was reading this drama in my mly a text.. "adat usang pusaka zaman" and saw this quote.. i wanted to write in last night but my dad and sis were using the comp.. and today.. ain was attracted to the same lines... ok this things btw us is getting scarier.. haha.. telepathy.. so dun play play!! haha..

here it goes :

Entahlah.
Tiba-tiba dadaku sebak,
seperti penyair kehilangan ilham.

i wanted to write it in a very poetic way like as in the whole entry.. but lost my mood already.. hehe.. but i think the whole drama very deep.. and the language so beautiful.. only tiring to read when u r in my state.. hehe...u guys shud read..

lalalalallalalalalalalala... tired..
joke of the day
"i forgot the inang song"
"huh? inul song?"

demam malam sabtu....

tetap ku tunggu

kasih yang mendalam
hati yang meriang
aku masih menanti
ingin bersatu lagi
ruang kekosongan
usang cinta di hati
lalu pilu nan sepi
...akan tetap ku tunggu

came up with this in a minute..
tetiba ilham datang berlambak..