love is a beautiful thing.

sometimes it doesnt have to be so hard.
sometimes things are just surface deep.
you dun always need to fight it.

sometimes she just wants u there.
sometimes she just needs u to know.
you dun always have to argue.

sometimes there's only the need to agree.
sometimes there's only the need to listen.
you dun always have to problematise.

most of the time u need to understand.
most of the time u need to accept.
you just need to love and trust.

understand that she loves.
accept that she's there.
know that she trusts.
be reassured that she's trying to understand and accept.
have faith. dun doubt. you know her better.

calm down, love is a beautiful thing.
it might poke u a bit but it's all worth it.
u cant be securely truly in love unless u believe so.
work on it. dun shut the other out.
let them in.

i love you sayang. i noe.

the results

yay!! *dancearound* i am consistently improving i guess.. i am happy. although some modules are one grade lower than i expected but well i did improve.. so yay!! thanks to the good influences and ayang for saving me from falling at the most critical moment.. and pat on the back for me for choosing to be as less distracted as i could.

alhamdulillah. amin.

i love you.

suatu hari (anak-anak seni)

Suatu hari, di Choa Chu Kang Loop, Faizal dan Reeza sedang duduk bersembang membuang masa. Tiba-tiba, mereka rasa pelik. Dunia seolah-olah berputar. Tanpa disedari, mereka berdua perasan bahawa mereka ada telinga hijau yang tumbuh di kepala. Mereka pun memanggil kawan-kawan untuk menyiasat.


"Apa masalahnya?" Wany bertanya. "Saya tidak nampak apa-apa kelainan pun...," katanya lagi.


"Alamak, kau ni Wany, tak nampak ke telinga yang menghijau tu? Ish, ish, ish," teriak Husni yang hensem nak mampos.


Lin menoleh ke arah Husni. Kerana dia sungguh baik hati, dia tidak sampai hati memberitahu Husni bahawa mukanya macam kucing kurap. Tetapi, Lin redha. Dia tahu bahawa jika Husni sabar seperti Lin, dia boleh jadi lawar gila (mcm Lin). Untuk menjadi lawar giler mcm Lin, awak harus bersenam setiap Lin, awak harus bersenam setiap pagi dan berdoa kepada Allah swt agar memperelokkan lagi rupanya.


Meeting seterusnya di Pontian, Johor tapi Husni tak boleh pergi sebab dia Mat Kental-istiwa (orang tu passport mati), padan muka. Husni juga tak tahu malu sebab dia cam-whore.
Ibnur pun datang masuk campur. Ibnur ketawa lalu berkata kepada Husni, Lin, Fatimah dan Liza. "Kenapa you all ada telinga hijau juga?!!"


Tiba-tiba 'fairy Maly' muncul di hadapan mereka semua. Dia menghayunkan tongkat saktinya lalu berkata..."Hari ini adalah Hari Telinga Hijau! Sesiapa yang mempunyai telinga Hijau akan dipelihara oleh 'fairy Maly'.


Lalu tertimbulnya katak yang digulai dalam tempurung berteriak kepada 'Fairy Maly'." You are my saviour!" Namun, apabila terlihatnya siapa sebenarnya 'Fairy Maly', terkucilnya katak bertelinga hijau lalu dibakar hidup-hidup atas panggang yang terbakar. Di sebalik itu, datangnya Zahdan, hensem namun kental, sesat terlepas di tempat yang aneh ini. (Al-Kisah. 22-31 Fairus)


Zahdan selamatkan katak itu daripada terus dibakar. Lalu dikebumikan katak itu dengan sempurna. Aliff pun berkata, "Baik hati eh ko, Zahdan."
"Aku kan lembut orangnya... tak sampai hati aku binatang diperlakukan sedemikian." Tiba-tiba....


"Tidak!!!!!!" Semua yang hadir terperanjat lalu menoleh ke arah suara yang memecahkan keheningan malam.
"Katak aku! Kenapa boleh jadi begini? Penat-penat aku tangkap. Macam mana boleh hangus? Tidak oh tidak tidak tidak," jerit Kamal kental yang tetiba muncul ibarat keluang man.
"Siapa yang bertanggungjawab? Kau Zahdan?" Kamal mula menggertak. Sebaik sahaja Kamal melangkah setapak, Zahdan pun pengsan. "Siapa???" Tiba-tiba...


Sebuah tikus mondok yang besar lagi dahsyat sungguh menggerikan meloncat keluar dari semak samun di tepi longkang sebenar kandang kerbau di tepi jalan dan menerkam ke arah katak hijau yang buntal itu!
"Oi!" jerit katak buntal itu. "Kau nak makan aku kenapa?" Aku kan Faizal... Aku tahulah aku ada telinga hijau, ini semua gara-gara Fareeza ah! Dia gigit aku, terus jadi katak... *&^^$^ punye tikus!" Maka....


Terakhirnya kisah maka telah ketahuinya watak-watak yang berbahaya serta malang makan innahillah.


Dan dalam segala ceritera termaktub azimat purbawara merdeka. Demi cinta, demi negara, demi kesempurnaan (Kamal) demi kemajuan bangsa tercinta. Alhamdulillah dan terima kasih kepada semua.


-tamat-

If anyone's wondering wat all that was about.. well.. it was actually the outcome of the story written by the ppl who came for Faizal & Reeza's happening-gedegak bbq.. the merepek parts are mostly by Fairuz. haha..entah apa "dibakar atas panggang yang terbakar"? anyway it is not editted minus the censorship of one word. Well, me and faizal wud like to thank everyone who turned up and made it happening. for those who didnt.. ur loss.. i hope everyone did enjoy themselves and got the opportunity to relax (even though some ppl talked business) i also hope ppl had enuff to eat.. and that u noe new ppl or get updated about friends u hadnt met for a long time.. thanks again.. to Zahdan.. do watch deal or no deal k? hehehe.. thank u sooooo much.. it was very nice. for pictures.. pls visit my darling's blog soon.. he'll upload the pictures as soon as he gets rid of his penyakit Malas k? hehe kidding.. he'll do it soon.. =) yay!!

ps: spelling errors and all.. are not editted.

i am sooo in lurveeeeee.

hi everybody!
i just want to post this coz i need to get this off my chest..... *grinz*
*smilez* *rolls*
i just want to shout out that....that.......that..............that I LURVE FAIZAL RAWI!!!!

hes smart, charming, cute nak mampus, hensem tak seberapa tapi dier punye dimples bila dia senyum.....uuuuummmmmpphhhhhh! boleh PENGSAN u! he makes me laugh like a hyena all the time *hick hick hickk* and OH MY GODDD...have you seen his cute hot as*?????????!!!

*faints*

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*wakes up*
*sigh*
sometimes i wonder how i get so lucky...
to be with someone who understands me and layans ALL my nonsense like when i action cute, ask for so much attention and when i always eksyen merajuk.
*sigh*
im such a lucky girl. plus he takes me around on his manly bike all over singapore and we have such a romantic time together coz he is SO ROMANTIC!!!!! tak leh ARNGKARTS you! we do stuff so spontaneously. *GOSH* *blushes* *sighs* he always sweeps me off my feet. :)

i (s)lurp you ayang!

ps: this shiok sendiri entry (which is mostly true although it doesnt sound like me) is written by si dia tu. *hehe*

happy happy happy

i fell asleep.
i woke up.
my heart aches for you.
i miss you.
i love this feeling.
i hate this feeling too.
but i love you...so much.

things did go rather fast. we dun deny it. but we're happy. very happy. like i always say. sometimes love comes to you when you least expect it. so for those of you who have fallen out of love and think u shouldnt love anymore... slap yourself shake your head and smile. hehe.. ok dun slap yourself. just pull yourself together. do something crazy coz love doesnt wait for you all the time. just as you shouldnt wait for love. i used to be one of those who thought i could never love again after the last one. but hell.. i was wrong. i am in love. there are things wrong in the relationship. but somehow we made it right. i think coz we are honest to each other about it and we're BOTH trying hard to adapt to each other's ways and make things right. but i am very sure that we r both loving with the fullest of our hearts. i am just not afraid. it's a good feeling.

anyway my laptop's down.. which sucks. something's wrong with the dvd drive that affects the power of the laptop or sumtin like that. shall send it for service on monday or asap. and i am home early on a saturday. i fell asleep reading a book. then i woke up it was only 8+ and i miss him so much. grr.. but im seeing him tmr.. yay! but i think it's for awhile je.. oh well.. absence is good sumtimes..

oh yah.. congrats adik .. SP takraw team is champion at NUS Sepak Takraw Team Championship!!! weehoo...

rama-rama terbang bebas.
bunga kembang harum.
bulan mengambang terang.
semuanya indah dan sempurna buat kita.
namun kaki masih menjejak bumi.

i am very happy. be happy for me.