at 10++pm today

at 10++pm today..

u'll be wiser..
u'll be more of a man..
u wud have taken more salt ...
u wud have been thru life longer...

at 10++pm today 24 years ago..

u were a few kg..
u had soft tender skin..
u were the closest to the person who gave birth to you..

at 10++pm today

u'll still be cute..

u'll still be my baby..

My boy..

My guy...

u r the closest to me..

at 10++pm today...

happy birthday faizal rawi.

WHAT??

so you left me here to wonder.

what was it that aint enough?
what was it that aint right?
what was it that i did?
what was it that i didnt do?

mebbe it's just me.
it was me that aint enough.
it was me that aint right.
it was just me not the things i did or didnt do.

it's really tough being on the outside.

knock.knock.

i need and want to be on the tender side. inside.

it has..whatmore..

it hasnt been easy for me.
it just keeps coming back to me.
whatmore with the things you say
and the people we see.

it has been tough on me.
it's just the fate that keeps pulling us apart.
whatmore with the things I have to do
and the people you have to see.

it has been very difficult for me.
it's just destiny that makes you north and me south.
whatmore with the way you are
and the people who are not us.

i love you so dearly.

diamond pieces

Just the sight of those precious diamonds
caught me in awe, overwhelmed.
The sight of the diamonds breaking
like a dagger through my heart.
The sight of those diamond pieces
makes me feel helpless.

It seems like I couldn't save them
It seems like I couldn't break their fall
It seems like I couldn't catch them.

Those diamonds were swept away.
The picture of the crash etched in my mind.
But at least I know I'm in the vault.
I'm trusted.
We're safe.