Penyakit apa?

Adakah penyakit itu?

Penyakit yang menyebabkan..
mereka hilang kekuatan
hilang daya
hilang kemahuan

Adakah penyakit itu?

Penyakit yang menyebabkan..
mereka enggan angkat tangan
enggan angkat kaki
hanya gerak mulut

Adakah penyakit itu?

Penyakit yang menyebabkan..
mereka dilanda balak
ditimpa suih
dijauhkan duit atau rezeki

Adakah penyakit itu?

Penyakit yang menyebabkan..
mereka pilih kaca dari permata
pilih besi karat dari emas
pilih pembantu dari bos?

Adakah penyakit M itu?

ish..tak ada lah..cuma diada-adakan kot?
bukan nak kata orang tapi dorang tu lah yang ada-adakan.
maklumlah....

From this side of the mirror

I'm sitting here on my bed, across the full-length mirror trying to mug for Monday. It has been there but I was just unaware of it until I decided to take a break. When I looked up I saw a different image..

Image of a girl who is so motivated. A girl who gets joy because she was the first one who could finish the assignment at the end of tutorial class. A girl who was excited because she can answer questions and understand concepts. A girl who is so interested in knowing why heaven is not hotter than hell or where Malays were from. A girl who has a stand on why NEP was reasonable while everyone else merely agree it is a discrimination. A girl who reads every word to complete the unnecessary reading for a test so early in the semester. A girl who has set to come to school everyday during the holidays to do research for the two Malay modules. A girl who has planned when to start on the southeast asian and physics assignments.

I saw a different reflection...

Reflection of a girl who is so elated. A girl who has soul and passion catalysed by THE love. A girl whose soul is of you. A girl whose passion is for you. A girl whose thoughts are about you. A girl whose heartbeats call your name. A girl who is her because of you. A girl who knows her life is best with you. A girl who doesn't want a million bucks to trade you. A girl who isn't afraid to face a firing squad because you are there. A girl who no longer fear playing catching. A girl who is a big girl but still a small girl.

I love you. Thank you, love. =.)

a distraction so good..a wonderful feeling

i'm 21

hey i'm 21. at last. although i feel 13 inside. :)

well, here's my thank you list.

thank you beloved. coz you made everything happen. the 3 days 3 nights of celebration as well as the post-celebration. you are the best thing that had ever happened to me. i love you so much. thank you for going through times of crankiness with me. thank you for knowing and understanding. well, you know the rest, baby.

thank you family. especially mum and dad who had to do so much to cook and clean for the party at home. thank you adik for at last being useful. thank you kakfi for helping out and getting azulyn and aishah to help out. thank you kakfa for the present and for coming home in time for the party. thank you cuzins and relatives for the presents and wak ishak for helping out too.

thank you friends. those who did as simple as smsed me but sorry if i didnt reply. those who actually came for the bash. thanks fairie, halija, nat, ruzaini, ana, wany, irda, fara, khalid and siti(ilsa) for making it fun and cozy for me especially with the blankie. thank you kamal and nurul for willingly saying yes to coming and for trying to make me fat with chocs. thank you haireez for eating so much.. haha and helping out with the bbq and actually stayed longer than you wanted while making the whole thing fun. thank you alman for rushing from batam and coming with all those heavy luggage and for the lovely top (which i had worn already). thank you AJ for putting so much effort in the present and for helping out, the dancers love you. thank you naim, yus and zuraimi for actually turning up when the others didnt and for the lovely cookies. thank you hidayat (and lin who couldnt make it) for actually buying something i eyed for haha..thank you so much ain and hazwan for coming and for the gift and for predicting the whether with AJ and for bbq-ing.. as usual you guys make our parties fun! yeah... hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did.

thank you, love for everything... again.

yeah im 21!

Dance Reflections 2007

Come watch Ilsa Tari at Hybrid Moves on 15 & 16 Sept 2007, UCC Hall, 8pm.
Tickets selling at $20, $15 & $10 (excl. $1 sistic charge)
Early bird discount of 20% now till 25th August.
Student discount of 15%.
for ticket purchase you can either contact us at elfareezaulhaq@hotmail.com or CFA at jasminecheng@nus.edu.sg or call 65161223

at 10++pm today

at 10++pm today..

u'll be wiser..
u'll be more of a man..
u wud have taken more salt ...
u wud have been thru life longer...

at 10++pm today 24 years ago..

u were a few kg..
u had soft tender skin..
u were the closest to the person who gave birth to you..

at 10++pm today

u'll still be cute..

u'll still be my baby..

My boy..

My guy...

u r the closest to me..

at 10++pm today...

happy birthday faizal rawi.