some other pics

well some other pics i found. but still hasnt uploaded the black-baju pic.


makan at my house 1st day with me on the right.


makan at my house first day with me on the left.


Imran's open house.



Me and Nadhirah on her birthday during raya.
Those of you who went for Ilsa Tari's arts fest in 2007 would know her as the girl who kept on shouting "Kak Reeza I love you!!"

belated raya

Hari Raya is like officially over! Here are some belated pictures.


My family picture at nenek's house.


majority of my cousins with nenek.


me and baby the night of the first day at my house.


two beloved "men" in my life.


The girls trying to step nak touch-up.


The three cute cuzins who can't take pictures properly.


after many attempts to get him to take pictures this is what we got.


This one abit easier to take pictures of.

Well those are like first day raya pics.

I think i have another pic with baby at my house wearing black. but haven't upload.

loving faizal

it has been a very long time since i announce to the world how much in love i am with Faizal.

well here it goes.

I AM SO DEEPLY TRULY IN LOVE. I AM HAPPY. I AM LUCKY.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, Love.

this is more than it seems. you guys just won't really get it. haha.

tears are my weapon. ours.

tears are not signs of weakness in women.
tears are weapons of strength.
not to melt your heart.
not to seek sympathy.
not for you.
but for me.
for us.
women.

tears are drops of pain, anger, happiness, sadness..
drops that need to be released.
need to flow.
need because they balance.
they provide sanity.
flow that brings calm and peace.
not to you.
but to me.
to us.
girls.

tears are my weapon.
our weapon.
ladies.

men don't get it.
boys, pls get it.
gentlemen, you'll get it.

exploding with ramblings

Note to self: this is a mundane whining and day-to-day report kind of boring entry

well since May i have been caught up with other things like hanging out, birthday plans and parties, school administrations and relief teachings. oh and watching drama seasons online. hence, the lack of entries (or to be precise no entries).

i decided to blog after a long time because baby's in the jungles for a week. so there's minimum contact and thus, i feel like exploding with things to talk about. school officially started on monday but lucky me, mine starts on tuesday evening. so i was all excited getting my ISM finalised and anticipating the stress of the modules and expectations. and well.... i was happy to discover it would not be THAT hard for some modules. in fact, my lecturers are rather nice ppl. minus the tonnes of readings (therefore photocopying) i have to do, i think the different teaching styles of the lecturers would be interesting for us. at least you won't dread to go for classes.

well, i also have interesting assignments. investigative journalism for term paper, creative presentations, out of the box type of essays etc. but again, to achieve all this.. the tonnes of readings!! what a turn off.

ok now, my ISM. it will be on the "Malay world". i'm questioning the validity, significance and existence of this world. It is definitely something to think about but i'm not gonna go in detail here. should wait for my final paper to finish at the end of the semester.

argh.. mindless unorganized ramblings.. grr.. what a waste of time. if ppl are reading this.. well sorry for the waste of time. i really need my darling back. 5 days already... going crazy here.. hopefully tomorrow can come back.

note to self: write better entries when more focus only.