bad everything day...

okay.. i fell sick yesterday as i have said..n i had a horrible nite..some ppl who talked to me b4 i slept upset me... and well.. just so horrible..

then i woke up and had a bad start to my horrible day.. 154 took damn long to come.. and it was damn packed.. coz one of the earlier buses broke down.. luckily i wasnt late.. then i was so tired the whole day.. i dunno how i managed to stay awake in mly class.. i think cikgu realise i was yawning every other sec.. den some ppl just dun understand im in sch.. and call me n sms me again n again.. it just pissed me.. well it's bcos im alredi pissed at that person last nite.. so survived thru the day.. struggled.. n den had dance pract..

dance pract cheered me up but it wasnt dat productive coz we didnt do much.. but i feel so lethargic.. so i went home .. but b4 that i went to jp to top up my epass with ain.. in the bus.. we sat in front of this super mat idiot.. gosh.. i was so irritated.. i dun think ppl r deaf.. they commented on these two girls halfway across the bus like ppl are as ignorant to the surrounding as they are... then me and ain talked abt how we should embrace this group of ppl and try change them.. but we were irritated by them lah.. they were talking abt drinking.. clubbing.. well they r just so mat.. cant take it.. 3 things i cant accept in a life partner.. clubbing smoking and drinking.. BIG NO NO!! besides other criterias..i think thats very very reasonable.. haiz no wonder our society are declining.. n well im not putting us down.. but.. u cant escape the truth.. im so pissed and sometimes embarrassed.. haiz...

i really dunno y im so pissed n upset with ppl and many things.. sometimes i feel like im alone also.. maybe bcos i've not been getting the rite attention or the rite conversation.. or the rite ppl talking to me.. but i think im relatively quiet in sch.. coz im tired.. tired of making sense.. or not.. the only nice conversation i have had lately.. are with ain.. the dancers.. hirman.. n khai.. bcos it's intellectually simulating.. and even though we do crap.. it's only to relief stress.. i dunno.. no offense to the others.. ive just been thinking too much..

nevertheless i dun throw my temper around at other's who are not causes of this outburst.. !!!!! if u do so.. u'll just ruin everyone's mood too.. i dun believe in dat.. aiyah.. i dunno.. sometimes i think i shud stop thinking too much.. analytical minds are not always good.. i think.. anyway nuttin is all good.. arrrgghh.. so much to say.. but just so pissed to say it..

sorrie readers.. dun worrie be happi.. hehe =) erm.. shud i crack a joke to reflect the frown over the x-axis? hehe sorrie.. here it goes.. see how dumb some men can be.. haha

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Two young men were out in the woods on a camping trip, when the came upon this great trout brook. They stayed there all day, enjoying the fishing, which was super.

At the end of the day, knowing that they would be graduating from college soon, they vowed that they would meet, in twenty years, at the same place and renew the experience.

Twenty years later, they met and traveled to a spot near where they had been years before. They walked into the woods and before long came upon a brook. One of the men said to the other, "This is the place!".

The other replied, "No, it's not!".

The first man said, "Yes, I do recognize the clover growing on the bank on the other side.

To which the other man replied, "Silly, you can't tell a brook by it's clover."
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ps: one thing u shudnt say to ur gf..
"i used to come here alot with my ex"