anticipating drought

OMG! i accidentally posted this entry onto the Ilsa Tari's blog.. hahahaha.. sorry guys...
Well here it is:

Revision and readings have been VERY slow this semester. Unlike last semester, the lecturers are new and has a very different expectation from us compared to the "Standard" MS dept. So ya 3 modules of very very dense lectures and readings that even Max Lane got brain dead.

But anyway, I think it's just mental inertia....

On a totally new note... i'm counting down 10 days and then 14 days after that... Why must you go???? haiz... Two ways this is gonna go down...1. i'm gonna focus all my energy on school (readings and assignments and presentations) to distract myself 2. i'm just gonna mourn till he comes back. As it is... when i don't see him enough i feel so rimas and unsettled. And not enough is really a pathetically short time. it's like drought. love drought. well till have love lah. mebbe.. attention and pampering drought.

Well baby, you better leave and come back with all the energy to layan me everyday you are free. I mean it. EVERY minute. hehe.. love you, love. it's gonna be hard. i saw you this morning and you're still in singapore but i miss you lots!

p/s: faizal away means Maly is packed with lunch dates and maybe dinners. haha... and A'in keep your days available also. Lagi2 in April. OMG! 3 weeks will be worse!