disastrous!

ok so i have sat for 3 papers since monday and 2 more to go. analysis time starts now!

Malay Culture & Society(Mon)
The paper was fine. It was an open book exam and i was very prepared. I spotted topics and went through past sems exams and happens that those were the questions that were given to us. Somehow or rather i still managed to screw it up. Thanks to my oh-so-marvellous essay writing skills. ok it was bcos my english sucked.. but it was because somehow i was like kanchiong spider after writing the first essay. So my 2nd and 3rd essay is definitely disastrous!!! i guess a C is what i should expect... unless i'm being over paranoid and actually everything was done fine... (NOT!!!)

Making Sense of Society(Wed)
Soci paper was cool. I mean i came prepared and it was ok i guess. I was more calm then i was on monday. I memorised the right definitions and studied the right topics. However i was unsatisfied with my second essay. I think i was too general... aargh... a B? haiz...

Genes and Society(today)
HORRIBLE!! what the heck were we supposed to learn from this stooopid module? were we supposed to gain scientific knowledge about genes and biotechnology as in the process... or were we supposed to learn history?? About 20% of the questions were about who discovered what and which company does what... wtf.. shouldnt they concentrate on asking about enzymes and dna and rna and all other SCIENCES questions?? all i need was a pass to get the S grade since i s/u-ed it... i studied alot for this stooopid paper.. ok mebbe lack focus and memory space on the plant GE part but still... i think im gonna U this one.. aargh...

So yah it has been a very demoralizing and disastrous week.. I'm tired.. I had diarrheoa this morning.. not enough sleep.. cant wait for this phase of the sem to end..

so my aim right now is to survive 3rd May.. 2 more papers to go.. South Asians in Singapore and Law & Malay society..Both of which i least recall.. Especially the latter... I think im gonna struggle albeit its open book... I mean these lecturers are deceiving.. open book just mean higher expectations and tougher questions.. haiz.. so ya... im taking the nite off from mugging and continue tmr after i collect my mid-term script.. darn..

no more

i dun feel like blogging no more.
just wanna have a fun easy life.
have fun in sch (study too),
no activities, no pain-in-the-a**,
just spend time with boo...
laze around.. eat chocs n not get fat...
(ok the last one makes it all impossible)
but altho' its been many yrs just cant get enough
boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo
aargh..newae realised that im filled with suppressed anger.. lotsa em'
dun push the button..

kebaaaabbommm!!!

5 random/weird things bout me

well.. some ppl have got nuttin to do and decided to tag me.. so here we go..

Here are the rules:

Post 5 random/weird stuff about urself.
List 5 fellow bloggers whom u want to do the same.
Visit their blogs and tell them they've been tagged and ask them to read the rules in ur blog.

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this is hard but well...here it goes..

1. i stopped eating tauge (beansprouts) ever since i found out that it would not be digested and so if u don't chew it, when u actually do ur business u can find the whole tauge out of u.. eewww.. haha..

2. it's either im paranoid or absent-minded but almost everytime i leave the toilet i will go back in to see if i have flushed or not. err.. ya

3. i hate goin to toilets. i wonder how some girls do it. they tend to go toilet like after every lesson in school.

4. i hate coffee but i love mocha frappe!

5. i really think blogging is a waste of time but i still do it.hah!

after much thought.. i think im not weird after all.. haha

ok ppl whom i would tag:
1.yano
2.hanum nadeeyah
3.yusri
4.fairus
5.izy

realisation

this post has been editted on 3 dec 2007. this post 25/10/05 shows the first mention of faizal rawi. my baby. hehe.. here he is the new friend (boss)

in addition i've been speaking bout us to a new friend (boss) and it brought a whole new perspective too. the fear we had about me meeting a new guy and might fall outta love...

oh yah. now im wondering if i should go to Seni iftar or not since my close friends wun go. but boss askin me to go.. to promote taridra.

dance reflection

hi peepz.. i'm onli here to inform you guys that Dance Reflection is on the 16th and 17th of September. Tickets are on sale now!! Pls order from me.. thanks..

In case you guys dunno what it is.. it is actually a dance performance (duh!) put up by all the dance groups in nus.. it's cool (especially Ilsa! =P) It doesnt matter if u hate malay dance or wateva coz it's really full of diff genre of dance and we dun have the typical lenggang kangkong malay dance either.. it's the "jump-roll-and-get-hurt" kinda dance..we've worked hard for it.. getting bruised and all.. (as usual)

so ppl.. pls do support us.. or ME!! hehe.. especially you njc dancers!! it's practically what we do so better come ar.. dun gimme the "promos coming" excuse!

oh yes.. the tix are 10, 12 and 15 bucks on both days.. so pls contact me soon.. :)