Tuesday, 21 September 2004

sewage system

ok like the very efficient and well constructed sewage system in singapore.. im drained.. (if it doesnt make sense..too bad)

prelims sucks..all exams suck for that matter.. i think im failing physics n econs.. well..im having econs paper in abt 30 mins time.. im in BYTEZ now.. im drained..my head hurts so i really cant squeeze in anymore info.. and well ive tried at least...

newae i am sure im gonna fail physics unless some miracle happen.. which i do need badly.. for goodness sakes its prelims and im talkin abt failing.. wat is happening to me? im losing myself.. im losing grip...ok enough abt physics

well maths was not so good either..something is definitely wrong with me.. and malay.. i think i was speaking like the scholars.. my sastera answers were horrible i think..but lets just hope for the best.. but i think not since brock lesner is like so strict nowadays for some reason.. aargh.. so i think im gonna do horribly..

ok dun blame urself too much reeza.. but still.. i was so distracted that i didnt give my 110% during revisions.. not even during exams itself.. i panicked like..aargh.. i dunno why im panicking so much DURING the exam itself.. and like.. 1 minute after "pens down" i can like get answers for all the things i dunno... i think i need yoga lessons.. anyway.... aargh.. let bygones be bygones.. i have to do freaking well for a levels.. i cant let ppl down.. really.. help me God...

and newae i think last nite was an interesting nite.. when suddenly things turn out rite.. he apologised and said he realised how harsh he has been.. at least now i have a friend back.. and i do mean FRIEND.. and then i spoke to alakazam.. hehe.. alakazam is so..nvm.. so..ya.. i need to rest.. im freezing and im havin sinus ... thanks to the rain.. and the super cold temperature of this room.. but i like rain anyways.. hehe.. imagine walkin in the rain in the middle of the park with.. ok nvm.. shall think abt econs now.. so i hope today will be fun again .. lepak tonite.. mebbe i shud..

anyways...newsflash!!! i got no sch from tmr till sunday n then tuesday off.. monday i onli have that stupid dress to impress workshop.. and..erm.. oh yah but wednesday sucks.. i finish at 12 but have to stay till 3 for some stupid physics pract demo make-up thingy.. i so hate the physics department.. naggy old tchers.. aargh.. okok.. breathe.. breathe.. and........smile.. :)

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