anticipating drought

OMG! i accidentally posted this entry onto the Ilsa Tari's blog.. hahahaha.. sorry guys...
Well here it is:

Revision and readings have been VERY slow this semester. Unlike last semester, the lecturers are new and has a very different expectation from us compared to the "Standard" MS dept. So ya 3 modules of very very dense lectures and readings that even Max Lane got brain dead.

But anyway, I think it's just mental inertia....

On a totally new note... i'm counting down 10 days and then 14 days after that... Why must you go???? haiz... Two ways this is gonna go down...1. i'm gonna focus all my energy on school (readings and assignments and presentations) to distract myself 2. i'm just gonna mourn till he comes back. As it is... when i don't see him enough i feel so rimas and unsettled. And not enough is really a pathetically short time. it's like drought. love drought. well till have love lah. mebbe.. attention and pampering drought.

Well baby, you better leave and come back with all the energy to layan me everyday you are free. I mean it. EVERY minute. hehe.. love you, love. it's gonna be hard. i saw you this morning and you're still in singapore but i miss you lots!

p/s: faizal away means Maly is packed with lunch dates and maybe dinners. haha... and A'in keep your days available also. Lagi2 in April. OMG! 3 weeks will be worse!

the PPM

So the PPM (Parents-Parents Meeting) went great.

Everything's on the go now.
I'm so happy.

I love you bee.

ps: Thanks Maly for the catch-up session. much overdued but it was fun.
And.. A'in.. still overdue!!! haha.. we're cursed.

I'm feeling....

I'm still floating.
I was on cloud 10 (according to Maly) but I think I've floated to several levels higher.Hee.
I'm smiling all the time.
Smile when I wake up. Smile when I'm watching TV. I was watching In Plain Sight. Mary, her mum and her sis were crying and shouting at each other. I was smiling.
Haha.. You know the saying... Crazy in Love? Trust me it's literally true.
I feel so light. I'm just soo... Happy.. but the degree of happiness is hard to explain.
It is so not overrated. This feeling is not overrated at all.

"Will you marry me?" That moment. Reliving it makes me grin so wide that it makes Elmo's mouth look so small. Haha..

Anyway.. Last night Baby suddenly called me and said... "It just set in."
And I laughed. Coz I'm sure he's smiling in the jungle now too. No mood to scold his men.
Haha...

And all the well wishes by our friends makes it all more significant and stuff..

I told my girl cousins. They were so excited for me...
Oh and I met my future in laws who were so excited also.
His kakak hugged me also.
This warm fuzzy feeling is really soo... ergh... Aaaargggh. I so need to get a butterfly-ticide to rid off the thousands of butterflies in my tummy.

I shall try talk bout something else to get my mind of it. Err...

So I've bid for the modules. I'll have a 3 day week. Well 2 and a 1/2 day week. Last paper 4th May.. Oh Gosh.. then preparation for the engagement ceremony.. haha.. I'm back at smiling and grinning...

OkOk..try again.. err...

Anyway my income next six months before NIE will be from Mendaki tuition.. I got the perfect class. Pri 6 Maths & Science at lakeside. I was offered Sec 3 Maths which is extra 40 bucks a month but it was for a school in B.B. so instead of going so far away and cab rides (since i usually wake up late) might as well forgo the 10 bucks altogether for a school 5 mins away from home. Then I am also teaching Baby's younger sister tuition. So I'll survive. Then I'll try get relief teaching jobs for both mendaki and MOE. And our engagement cost can be covered. Yeah..

haha.. see.. i told u I can't not think bout it. haha.

Ini lah penyakit angau....
Seems so surreal.....................

The Pictures.

Here are some pictures.


This is the ring many days before he proposed.


This is me with the ring and the SK Bear.


Anyway the pictures of us together macam byk tak dapat proper coz we were to tired. and had shaky hands from the excitement and nerves.

Oh well.. newae..

I Love You Baby.

PS: Thanks for all the wishes and congrats sms-es friends.

5..4..3..2..1..!

Happy New Year!!

and congratulation to me and my darling!!!

He proposed.

Happy. Very Happy. TOo Happy.