breaking up

ok i noe i shud be studying but i have to get this of my chest.

for goodness sake.. yes i broke up. i think ppl shud just ask me personally abt it and not go around speculating or askin others coz it's just not rite and u wun get the real story.
i think ppl need to stop judging and coming out with own theories that have no basis watsoever. i broke up with tomi not because of other reasons but just because we could not work anymore.why now? i dun have to tell everyone the full story.

just noe that tomi is a very nice person, who's sweet and pampers u whenever he can. he gives me almost everything i want. and i was comfortable with him. very. coz he was there for me when times were rough all these years. it's not that i hate him or i love someone else. i had to let him go for reasons that we both know. so i did. and he didnt stop me or ask me back. so actually i was like being the braver of the two to decide. after that i think both of us just had to get over the habits. coz we spent a whole lotta time together for 2 and a half years as a couple and 2 yrs before that as bestfriends. and there are just thinks that come to us as natural instinct. so that's wat we need to get thru. i dun hate tomi. i still care so much for him for all that he had done and for the person he is. so dun say that he was a bad bf. he was a good bf but maybe just not right for me.

i dun have to justify my actions but i dun want tomi to be judged and i dun want him to go thru this alone either although he is being the strong headed guy we agreed with the decision. so ya.. i didnt break up with my bf of 2 1/2 years because of another guy but because it wasnt working for us both. but i believe we are still friends. and once u decide on sumtin which u have thought of for a long time very thoroughly.. u shudnt look back to regret.

meanwhile... the other thing that was going around is the coincidence and the perfect timing. firstly, a perfect timing or coincidence would be that it happened at the same time. but it didnt. and i dun think me and him are that superficial. seriously u need to know the full story so really dun judge. although rite now we dun really care wat ppl are saying coz we are where we are now so we cant turn back time anyway .. and we are happy. we are still talking with our ex(s) somehow. but it's just frustrating that friends have to judge and pick alliances. coz i think when ppl break up it has nuttin to do with other ppl but just u and ur partner. and if it wasnt a clean break up.. it's still her story vs his story and frenz should just remain as frenz for both parties and if u dun .. then u r just not a worthy fren. im saying this generally. im just frustrated.

and yes i noe there will be backlash but i just dun really care anymore. after all ive been thru on my own.. ppl who were not willing to be there shud just shut up. i noe my frenz are supportive of me and are happy if im happy. they know me better.. so if u dun.. just dun bother speculating.. just ask us directly. it would work better for all parties.

rama-rama dah pun terbang sampai ke bulan membawa isi hati si bunga.